this week was a pensive week

though I stated to put together my gradnight testimony thoughts early in October

life got in the way

so this week i've been sitting

praying

thinking

reflecting

on the past four years

and after that

and i attempted testimonies

EIGHT drafts

EIGHT different approaches

EIGHT attempts to detour tears

and i am done

with one

gradnight testimony

through which i will cry the entire time

but the tears will not be of pain or of loss

but of thankfulness

of gratitude

of love

because GCC you have made my four years beautiful

full of trials and struggles

but even more full of love, friendship, and growth

yesterday i asked a friend if he was ready to graduate

he said yes

expounding further

he said that it was all about telling yourself that you're ready

even if you're not

because when time comes you'll have been telling yourself you're ready

for so long

that it won't be as bad

you won't be as attached

this is just a gush of randomness.

this post was supposed to be a break down of my 7 funny gradnight testimonies

that i'm no longer using.